I’ll start with my appointment since I was actually there for it (they managed to squeeze E in with the orthopedic surgeon at the same time I was with my doctor… they are in the same office).
My appointment started a bit late, and my meds stopped working while I was in the waiting room, luckily they have this cool coffee/tea brewer in the waiting areas (there are two different waiting areas, depending on which doctor you are a patient of decides which side you are on) so I was able to make myself some coffee and get some caffeine in. I have to eat to take any of the meds that help my headaches, so I had to wait awhile to take them, thankfully I was able to slow the headache enough with the caffeine to help keep it from turning into a migraine. I kept my eyes closed most of the time I was sitting in the waiting room too. I was up over 100lbs again when weighed, and wearing about 5 lbs of clothing and shoes… so I probably weigh about 98lbs again finally! The nurse did the rest of my vitals when we got into the exam room, and I was at 101.4 for my temperature, my O2 levels were normal, my blood pressure was 124/74, and my heart rate/pulse was my normal 94… so I still have unexplained tachycardia. After going over my medications with me the nurse got my rheumatologist and I had my appointment with her. First she looked at what’s been going on with me and asked how my headaches were so I filled her in on them, and the thing with my eyes. After that she had me sit on the exam table so she could check my eyes, listen to my lungs and heart, and do a general exam. My lungs sounded great, my eyes looked fine (she used three different instruments to look in them, the last one was extremely bright and painful), the vessels in my eyes look fine, and everything was fine with the exam except for my tachycardia (fast heart rate), we still can’t find a reason for that (I’ve had EKGs, CT Scans and and Echo cardiogram – there is no obvious physical problem with my heart other than a very minor murmur), and she thinks since I haven’t had any seizures that it’s just my lupus doing a massive headache flare rather than joints. The fever lends to that conclusion as well. She said to pick up tracking my blood pressure, pulse and temperature again, as we stopped when I started dealing with the headaches. Also, she said Excedrin would be a good way to go with these headaches, but I have a bad history with Excedrin making me ill, so we are continuing with one alleve every 12 hours, 1/2 vicodin every 3 hours, and a flexiril every night when I go to bed to help me sleep through it. She said she doesn’t like to do MRIs on lupus patients unless there are other neurological symptoms besides headaches since lupus flares can cause nasty headaches. If these don’t let up and I’m still having issues in a few weeks then I’m supposed to call about them because she wants to make sure they don’t continue too long. We are to keep an eye out for seizures and signs of seizures, and if my headaches start changing at all (so far they’ve been consistent for nearly three weeks) I am to contact her immediately. Also if i start having numbness in any part of my body (which could signal a stroke) I need to get checked out immediately. I don’t need to see her again until May unless something seriously changes, so that’s a relief, especially since there for awhile she was trying to get me in every month to see her. My MIL has been trying to get me to do medical marijuana for the pain and the weight issues, so I brought it up to my doctor today and she said she can’t prescribe it because she has a job working for the government as well, but that she is not against it and if I am comfortable with it to go ahead and find a doctor who will prescribe it and use it. Her other remark was “it’s not going to cause harm and it could help, so if you want to try it you can.” She told me where I should be able to find a doctor who would prescribe it, and give me a medical marijuana card, if I decide to give it a try. I’m not sure if I will try it as being around people smoking marijuana gives me headaches, but we have discussed possibly making brownies or other foods with it for me instead, which the doctor agreed to as well. She prescribed my blood pressure medication for my Raynaud’s again, and told me to call when I need my pain pills again. I don’t need any labs done between now and my next appointment, and everything looked great last time she had any labs done. 🙂 So all organs (other than my heart) are functioning normal still, which is awesome news! Oh also, I asked about adding another treatment in and she said that at this point it would just give me side effects and not help, that unless a new treatment comes out or a cure is found I can expect a certain amount of fatigue and joint pain the rest of my life.
Now E’s appointment (which I wasn’t around for since they squeezed him in early). His summary is “We just talked about my hip.” The doctor looked at the xrays that were done last May and said E needs to have a MRI done on his hip so they can look at the damage better, and figure out if he needs a hip replacement or if they can shave down the bones in his hip to get them into the right shape again and take care of the bone spurs in his hip. Unless there are major changes in how they deal with hip problems like this he will have to have a hip replacement at some point in the future. We don’t know when we’re going to be able to do the surgery, and we’re going to have to have help just to do the MRI at this point. E is unsure if it was worth him going to the orthopedic surgeon at this point since we can’t afford him taking 3 months off of work post surgery, but at the same time my feeling is we needed the second opinion to find out what we are looking at with his hip, as well as to find out options. We can’t keep having him in this much pain either, so we’ll see what happens… we will likely have to have a room/housemate or move in with family to be able to even consider the surgery, but unfortunately if he’s out of work we lose our insurance due to not being able to pay premiums, so that’s a sticky point we are discussing as we’ll have to pay for surgery out of pocket unless he has his surgery done right after work pays for his premiums so they are covered, and all medications he’s on, etc. will be out of pocket. It’s unlikely we can do this before I have my disability pay even if we do move in with family or have a housemate. :/ We’ll keep looking at options and discussing what we want to do. We have a paper from the doctor (paperwork from Walmart that they require) saying E can take “x amount of time” (a day I believe) off each week without it affecting his job, so hopefully management will approve that… so it will help his hip, and keep him from losing his job over the time he has to take off for his hip.
I think I’ve covered all the bases about the appointments, so I’m going to go rest some more now.

I’ll start with my appointment since I was actually there for it (they managed to squeeze E in with the orthopedic surgeon at the same time I was with my doctor… they are in the same office).
My appointment started a bit late, and my meds stopped working while I was in the waiting room, luckily they have this cool coffee/tea brewer in the waiting areas (there are two different waiting areas, depending on which doctor you are a patient of decides which side you are on) so I was able to make myself some coffee and get some caffeine in. I have to eat to take any of the meds that help my headaches, so I had to wait awhile to take them, thankfully I was able to slow the headache enough with the caffeine to help keep it from turning into a migraine. I kept my eyes closed most of the time I was sitting in the waiting room too. I was up over 100lbs again when weighed, and wearing about 5 lbs of clothing and shoes… so I probably weigh about 98lbs again finally! The nurse did the rest of my vitals when we got into the exam room, and I was at 101.4 for my temperature, my O2 levels were normal, my blood pressure was 124/74, and my heart rate/pulse was my normal 94… so I still have unexplained tachycardia. After going over my medications with me the nurse got my rheumatologist and I had my appointment with her. First she looked at what’s been going on with me and asked how my headaches were so I filled her in on them, and the thing with my eyes. After that she had me sit on the exam table so she could check my eyes, listen to my lungs and heart, and do a general exam. My lungs sounded great, my eyes looked fine (she used three different instruments to look in them, the last one was extremely bright and painful), the vessels in my eyes look fine, and everything was fine with the exam except for my tachycardia (fast heart rate), we still can’t find a reason for that (I’ve had EKGs, CT Scans and and Echo cardiogram – there is no obvious physical problem with my heart other than a very minor murmur), and she thinks since I haven’t had any seizures that it’s just my lupus doing a massive headache flare rather than joints. The fever lends to that conclusion as well. She said to pick up tracking my blood pressure, pulse and temperature again, as we stopped when I started dealing with the headaches. Also, she said Excedrin would be a good way to go with these headaches, but I have a bad history with Excedrin making me ill, so we are continuing with one alleve every 12 hours, 1/2 vicodin every 3 hours, and a flexiril every night when I go to bed to help me sleep through it. She said she doesn’t like to do MRIs on lupus patients unless there are other neurological symptoms besides headaches since lupus flares can cause nasty headaches. If these don’t let up and I’m still having issues in a few weeks then I’m supposed to call about them because she wants to make sure they don’t continue too long. We are to keep an eye out for seizures and signs of seizures, and if my headaches start changing at all (so far they’ve been consistent for nearly three weeks) I am to contact her immediately. Also if i start having numbness in any part of my body (which could signal a stroke) I need to get checked out immediately. I don’t need to see her again until May unless something seriously changes, so that’s a relief, especially since there for awhile she was trying to get me in every month to see her. My MIL has been trying to get me to do medical marijuana for the pain and the weight issues, so I brought it up to my doctor today and she said she can’t prescribe it because she has a job working for the government as well, but that she is not against it and if I am comfortable with it to go ahead and find a doctor who will prescribe it and use it. Her other remark was “it’s not going to cause harm and it could help, so if you want to try it you can.” She told me where I should be able to find a doctor who would prescribe it, and give me a medical marijuana card, if I decide to give it a try. I’m not sure if I will try it as being around people smoking marijuana gives me headaches, but we have discussed possibly making brownies or other foods with it for me instead, which the doctor agreed to as well. She prescribed my blood pressure medication for my Raynaud’s again, and told me to call when I need my pain pills again. I don’t need any labs done between now and my next appointment, and everything looked great last time she had any labs done. 🙂 So all organs (other than my heart) are functioning normal still, which is awesome news! Oh also, I asked about adding another treatment in and she said that at this point it would just give me side effects and not help, that unless a new treatment comes out or a cure is found I can expect a certain amount of fatigue and joint pain the rest of my life.
Now E’s appointment (which I wasn’t around for since they squeezed him in early). His summary is “We just talked about my hip.” The doctor looked at the xrays that were done last May and said E needs to have a MRI done on his hip so they can look at the damage better, and figure out if he needs a hip replacement or if they can shave down the bones in his hip to get them into the right shape again and take care of the bone spurs in his hip. Unless there are major changes in how they deal with hip problems like this he will have to have a hip replacement at some point in the future. We don’t know when we’re going to be able to do the surgery, and we’re going to have to have help just to do the MRI at this point. E is unsure if it was worth him going to the orthopedic surgeon at this point since we can’t afford him taking 3 months off of work post surgery, but at the same time my feeling is we needed the second opinion to find out what we are looking at with his hip, as well as to find out options. We can’t keep having him in this much pain either, so we’ll see what happens… we will likely have to have a room/housemate or move in with family to be able to even consider the surgery, but unfortunately if he’s out of work we lose our insurance due to not being able to pay premiums, so that’s a sticky point we are discussing as we’ll have to pay for surgery out of pocket unless he has his surgery done right after work pays for his premiums so they are covered, and all medications he’s on, etc. will be out of pocket. It’s unlikely we can do this before I have my disability pay even if we do move in with family or have a housemate. :/ We’ll keep looking at options and discussing what we want to do. We have a paper from the doctor (paperwork from Walmart that they require) saying E can take “x amount of time” (a day I believe) off each week without it affecting his job, so hopefully management will approve that… so it will help his hip, and keep him from losing his job over the time he has to take off for his hip.
I think I’ve covered all the bases about the appointments, so I’m going to go rest some more now.

Before anything else is said I want to make it EXTREMELY clear I am not suicidal. I want to live. There are some parts of my life that are very difficult, and which make it hard to live a full life, but overall I’d call my life pretty good. I have some very awesome parts in my life as well, and most of it is just… normal. I do get caught up in all the health stuff all too often, but it also takes up a huge amount of my energy. I have love and goals and dreams and friends and a lot of wonderful parts of my life. I also promised E he’s stuck with me for the rest of his life, and haunting him (lol) doesn’t seem quite like I’d be sticking to that promise! I want to grow old with him, and I want to be a part of Gamer and Duckling’s lives, and watch them graduate, and have a bio kid (though more and more I’m wondering about that…) and so many other things!
However, I’m also wondering more and more how much longer my body can make it. I have multiple chronic illnesses, and right now they are doing tests that will likely diagnose me with another one, and not only will it be another chronic illness, but it’s likely to be another serious one.
My pancreas seems to be the problem. I don’t know for sure yet, but that’s what the doctor is looking into, and I’ve been discussing things with a friend who has autoimmune pancreatitis (I linked to chronic pancreatitis, but my understanding is it’s about the same thing, just that autoimmune pancreatitis has autoimmune factors as well) and has told me (after hearing/reading my symptoms) that my flares and day to day stuff sound like what she deals with. She’s given me some suggestions on foods to eat, and to avoid, and confirmed my suspicion that it was meat causing the biggest issue, but has taken it a step further and told me it’s likely protein, which, looking back and also looking at the flare I’m in right now, makes perfect sense. I haven’t had a lot of meat recently, I more or less cut it out of my diet when I got so sick in late August and through Sept. but I have been eating A LOT of protein containing foods – especially eggs (which are unusual for me) and peanut butter (which I love)! It also explains why the Ensure Plus makes me ill and gives me heartburn.. there is more protein in there… and actually it’s quite a bit per bottle compared with my normal diet. :/
On top of that they still have no idea what’s going on with my heart. I’m not sure if I’ve mentioned this, or how much, but my heart races for no apparent reason. My blood pressure is in normal ranges, so that’s good at least, but my heart just races and races most of the time. They’ve done a few different tests that “should” have shown the reason for this, and so far they haven’t found any answer. The only thing that is obviously wrong with my heart is a very mild murmur, which should not be causing any issues at all, and seems to be unrelated to the fast paced heart.
And of course I have lupus, which I am treating, but I really don’t think the treatment I’m on is enough, while I understand the reluctance to treat it more aggressively at this point because it’s not severe, my quality of life is seriously impacted by what is going on with it day to day, and while I can be more active when I take my meds than when we’ve tried cutting the dose, I still have struggles day to day with it. I’m not asking for or expecting a cure or to never have bad days, but it would be nice to have a day or two at least once a month where I’m not dealing with it… and I’m lucky to get that every 6 months, even if I isolate myself, and avoid the sun and take perfect care of myself. It’s getting extremely frustrating.
I also have (as mentioned above) other chronic health issues, and between all of it I’m just worn out. Tired and unsure how much longer it’s possible to deal with this, and not sure how much longer my body will function. Some would say I’m overreacting, but honestly, it’s been a scary year, and I have survived, but… not without A LOT of wear and tear on my body and more than a few issues. I just really am not sure how much longer my body can handle all of the physical strain it’s under… and that thought horrifies and upsets me immensely.

This is a change Johnny and I agreed on, but it’s still one I’m not wanting to do, though I do need to. I started my period this afternoon, which means it is going to be time to start my birth control pills soon. The doctor who is prescribing them for me wants me to wait until my period ends for some reason before I start them. I will probably start them tomorrow after getting the negative pregnancy test he wants me to have rather than waiting… but regardless, it’s time for me to start them. I’m dreading this. I’m doing it for health reasons, including my endo and needing to go back on a med for my Raynaud’s which is unsafe for pregnancy and may have caused the last miscarriage. Also, we need a break from miscarriages, it’s been a rough six months. So it’s time to start birth control pills. I’m not looking forward to the side effects, or the emotional stuff. Of course, I’m also not looking forward to the emotional side effects of stopping trying and having it not entirely by either of our choices. My health and the miscarriages have forced us to this point… and my emotions are a mess. I know this is for the best though, so we’re moving forward with this plan for at least a few months. Hopefully between having some extra from the last time I was on birth control (just over a year ago) and picking it up about a week before being able to start it I’ll have enough to use it continuously until spring, when we decide to go off of it. We’ve decided to use the birth control until it is warm enough for me to go back off of the medication for my Raynaud’s again. We want to give it a try all winter and see if it’s worth using again later or not. So this is where our journey is at right now, my journey with the lupus (and E’s, though I’m the one physically dealing with it) and our journey trying to have a child together…. these journeys have taken us all kinds of places I don’t think either of us expected…. and it’s been pretty painful at times, not just physically, but also emotionally.

E and I are discussing whether or not to keep trying right now.

I’m on a new medication (which may have cause our latest miscarriage, though there are a lot of possible reasons) which is helping with my Raynaud’s. I can actually feel my toes and they’ve been red or pink every time I’ve taken off my socks for about a week now!! I can’t remember the last time my toes were red unless I’d been running hot water over them!

However, this new medication is a Class C drug for pregnancy (and breastfeeding?)… and the information about it specifically says it can cause miscarriages and newborn death. 😦 So we’re discussing taking a break from trying and having me go on birth control for the winter to give my hands and feet a break. The problem is that the last time it took us 7 months (give or take a week or two) to get pregnant after I went off the birth control. I know it was out of my system sooner than that because of how I was feeling, but I don’t want to risk another 7 months before pregnancy, as I can only be off the blood pressure med 5 months a year due to our weather here…. so I may just go back off the blood pressure medication once I finish this month of trying it out, and wait to go on it again until after I’m done with pregnancy and breast feeding. Or pregnancy at the very least, no guarantees on whether I’ll be able to breastfeed or not, we shall see if (when?) we get there. I’m also not sure I want to wait much longer to get pregnant and have a baby considering ages and health. We’re not old by any means, but I’d like E to be able to enjoy having a baby again, and Gamer is 9 years old… I won’t say how old E is, but… well… it is a consideration. Also we’d like to have a baby before our kids are teenagers…. and Gamer is getting there…. Duckling is 4 years younger than him, but we’d really like to have another kid before either of them are teens. (For those who are wondering, I’m not giving exact amounts of years here, but I’m around 16 years older than Gamer, and 20 years older than Duckling, and for those who are just joining us, they are my (step)kids.)

I do want to take at least a short break no matter what, I need it, the last few months and the two miscarriages have been very rough on me. And I need some time to heal. Also I’d like to get some of my counseling done before getting pregnant again, just a personal preference since everything is getting so rough on me mentally right now. I firmly believe I need to take care of me before I can take care of a baby at this point… I’m not in a state where I’d want to try to deal with another pregnancy or a baby. Plus I think a break from having to focus on trying to get pregnant would be a good thing. I think after a year it’s a good idea, and I think that it will give us a chance to look at how things have gone and decide if we want to keep trying or not, it’s been a rough year on both of us, though E has handled it better (differently?) than I have… and it’s definitely affected me more… I wouldn’t say that if I hadn’t talked to him about it on different occasions and asked how he’s doing and his opinion on things, but from how our conversations have gone it’s definitely a true statement. We’re also in a different place than we were a year ago, I don’t necessarily mean physically, but financially and healthwise things have definitely taken some changes that need to be considered. Things have also changed in a lot of other aspects in our lives, and I think all of those things are important to look at before we decide what to do.

I’d be surprised if we decide to stop trying… but I think we will definitely decide to take a break for a couple months. That seems to be the way our talks were leaning. Another thing to talk about is how many more miscarriages are we willing to go through (if they continue to happen) since they have a definite toll on me physically and emotionally, and have an emotional toll on E as well. I told him while we were in the (physical) process of going through the last one that I don’t think I can handle too many more. I don’t think either of us want to go through anymore even without the rough time that I go through, and even without the emotional impact on both of us.

One thing I know for certain, as we’d talked about this even before we were ready to start trying, is that we won’t do any type of fertility treatments. My body has been through enough hormones, I’d rather not going on birth control again if we had many other options, but we really don’t. 😦 And neither of us want me on birth control long term again for sure. We’ve looked at the options, and weighed pros and cons of them, and have decided that we just can’t see doing the physical strain on my body of month after month of different meds and hormones, and also the financial cost, especially without a guarantee we’d have any more success than we have been at this point.. it’s just not someplace we are willing to go.

If we don’t manage to have another child, we already have two great children, and although they aren’t with us all the time, we are in their lives year round, and we do have an awesome cat. We’d both like another child, and Gamer and Duckling would love a little brother or sister, but we shall see what happens, and leave it at that.

E and I are discussing whether or not to keep trying right now.

I’m on a new medication (which may have cause our latest miscarriage, though there are a lot of possible reasons) which is helping with my Raynaud’s. I can actually feel my toes and they’ve been red or pink every time I’ve taken off my socks for about a week now!! I can’t remember the last time my toes were red unless I’d been running hot water over them!

However, this new medication is a Class C drug for pregnancy (and breastfeeding?)… and the information about it specifically says it can cause miscarriages and newborn death. 😦 So we’re discussing taking a break from trying and having me go on birth control for the winter to give my hands and feet a break. The problem is that the last time it took us 7 months (give or take a week or two) to get pregnant after I went off the birth control. I know it was out of my system sooner than that because of how I was feeling, but I don’t want to risk another 7 months before pregnancy, as I can only be off the blood pressure med 5 months a year due to our weather here…. so I may just go back off the blood pressure medication once I finish this month of trying it out, and wait to go on it again until after I’m done with pregnancy and breast feeding. Or pregnancy at the very least, no guarantees on whether I’ll be able to breastfeed or not, we shall see if (when?) we get there. I’m also not sure I want to wait much longer to get pregnant and have a baby considering ages and health. We’re not old by any means, but I’d like E to be able to enjoy having a baby again, and Gamer is 9 years old… I won’t say how old E is, but… well… it is a consideration. Also we’d like to have a baby before our kids are teenagers…. and Gamer is getting there…. Duckling is 4 years younger than him, but we’d really like to have another kid before either of them are teens. (For those who are wondering, I’m not giving exact amounts of years here, but I’m around 16 years older than Gamer, and 20 years older than Duckling, and for those who are just joining us, they are my (step)kids.)

I do want to take at least a short break no matter what, I need it, the last few months and the two miscarriages have been very rough on me. And I need some time to heal. Also I’d like to get some of my counseling done before getting pregnant again, just a personal preference since everything is getting so rough on me mentally right now. I firmly believe I need to take care of me before I can take care of a baby at this point… I’m not in a state where I’d want to try to deal with another pregnancy or a baby. Plus I think a break from having to focus on trying to get pregnant would be a good thing. I think after a year it’s a good idea, and I think that it will give us a chance to look at how things have gone and decide if we want to keep trying or not, it’s been a rough year on both of us, though E has handled it better (differently?) than I have… and it’s definitely affected me more… I wouldn’t say that if I hadn’t talked to him about it on different occasions and asked how he’s doing and his opinion on things, but from how our conversations have gone it’s definitely a true statement. We’re also in a different place than we were a year ago, I don’t necessarily mean physically, but financially and healthwise things have definitely taken some changes that need to be considered. Things have also changed in a lot of other aspects in our lives, and I think all of those things are important to look at before we decide what to do.

I’d be surprised if we decide to stop trying… but I think we will definitely decide to take a break for a couple months. That seems to be the way our talks were leaning. Another thing to talk about is how many more miscarriages are we willing to go through (if they continue to happen) since they have a definite toll on me physically and emotionally, and have an emotional toll on E as well. I told him while we were in the (physical) process of going through the last one that I don’t think I can handle too many more. I don’t think either of us want to go through anymore even without the rough time that I go through, and even without the emotional impact on both of us.

One thing I know for certain, as we’d talked about this even before we were ready to start trying, is that we won’t do any type of fertility treatments. My body has been through enough hormones, I’d rather not going on birth control again if we had many other options, but we really don’t. 😦 And neither of us want me on birth control long term again for sure. We’ve looked at the options, and weighed pros and cons of them, and have decided that we just can’t see doing the physical strain on my body of month after month of different meds and hormones, and also the financial cost, especially without a guarantee we’d have any more success than we have been at this point.. it’s just not someplace we are willing to go.

If we don’t manage to have another child, we already have two great children, and although they aren’t with us all the time, we are in their lives year round, and we do have an awesome cat. We’d both like another child, and Gamer and Duckling would love a little brother or sister, but we shall see what happens, and leave it at that.

Ok, maybe not great… but pretty good so far.
E and I stayed up through the day yesterday after a nap a bit after he came home. We went to bed about 6pm and woke up around 5 this morning. Unfortunately we’ve had a drastic weather change and when we woke up it was 31 degrees outside, it dropped to 29 before warming back up. The biggest reason this is an issue – we have no heater in our house atm. No, let me clarify that, our house heater is dead. The landlady’s husband has been working on it for the past hour, and is currently at the store getting some parts.
However, it meant cuddles and laughter and watching stuff in our bedroom… with lots of clothes and blankets and the portable heater LOL! It also meant me being tickled quite a bit, and funny faces, and lots of giggling!
After it was warm enough to escape the cocoon of blankets and the back bedroom we came out here and made a (small) shopping list. E also reminded me that he needed gas in the car (I have a debit card, he doesn’t… not going into an explanation here, so don’t ask) so the plan was for me to get gas, then go to the store. Took care of the gas, then drove to the store (not a far drive, we use the gas station right next to walmart lol! and that’s close to our house), parked, and went in to do my shopping. Got in, got the first couple items, walked back out to the main aisle to go to the back of the store and grab some groceries back there, where I saw an old coworker (actually the lady who trained me on Walmart’s cash registers when I first started there) so we talked for a couple minutes. After she went to get back to work I continued shopping, and came across a friend (from work also, though I’ve rarely worked directly with her, always different departments, though when I was a stocker we had stuff we did together for work) who was shopping after clocking out for the day. We stopped and talked for about 5 minutes, after which I grabbed the last item I needed, checked out and drove home. I stopped and checked the mail as I was pulling in, and walked into the house. When I got in E unpacked the groceries and made homemade hot cocoa for me!! So I’ve been spoiled, we’ve laughed quite a bit, and I’ve managed to do errands without being worn out afterwards. And not only did I do errands without being exhausted, I managed to stop and talk to friends while doing so!! And I have energy after too!! 🙂 And I’ve been spoiled and giggly!! 🙂 So I’m feeling pretty good.
The only issues I’m having… the weather change has me feeling like I have a cold – my chest hurts (either ribs – inflammation, or lungs – cold or something of that sort), and my sinuses have pressure. The only other issue I have been dealing with is my Raynaud’s.
Over all, I don’t think I can complain today…. 🙂

Edit: Our heater has been working since about 45 minutes after I originally posted this blog. After it came back on (the second time it came on actually) I said “Oh heater I LOVE YOU!” at which point E said “Oh heater how you love it, let you count the ways?” LOL!