So… I’m not ready for tomorrow… though in about 5 minutes it will be today instead of tomorrow (it’s 5 to midnight)…

My Dad went home Sunday morning, as planned.
My Mom and Sister are leaving tomorrow/Tuesday morning.
Lily will be cremated sometime tomorrow/Tuesday morning.

We’ll be getting Lily’s ashes sometime on Wednesday, as I will be out of the state driving my Mom and Sister to the air port (closest good air port, also cheapest prices… out of state, near UNM)….

Lily’s obituary will appear in the first of the local papers tomorrow.

I’m just at a loss for what to say or do or feel here…..

It’s rare that I can cry… the hurt is just too deep. 😦